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Wednesday, June 19th, 2002

Subject:First Brush!
Time:11:43 am.
Mood: accomplished.
My first brush! Made for Lee. I finally got psp to download for me.





Pretty, ne? :D

-- Marissa.

post script.
comments are <33ed.
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Sunday, June 16th, 2002

Subject:quiz.
Time:2:17 pm.
Mood: sore.




My Senshi Colors Are:


White: Innocent, Childlike, Pure


Pink: Sweet, Spunky, Cheerful




Get Your Senshi Colors At SailorOrion.com






Find Out Which Senshi You Are At SailorOrion.com

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Subject:happy dad day.
Time:2:17 pm.
Mood: stressed.
Happy Father's Day. :D


-- Kappa.
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Thursday, June 13th, 2002

Subject:new icons. ;)
Time:5:56 pm.
Mood: pensive.

and



I was bored, so heck, why not make some new icons? ;) Nothing new. Except school ended yesterday.
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Monday, June 10th, 2002

Subject:don. don. don. x)
Time:3:24 pm.
Mood: recumbent.





find your element
at mutedfaith.com.
<ยบ>



cool quiz. it's like the blair witch project. mm'hm.

good news. i think everything is going to be alright between lee and i. i think he understands.. i think. i don't known; so i won't make any further assumptions.

two more days of school! muah. my mom is going to ask her boss if i can get a job at her work. i want some bling bling. and bad. there's soo many things i'd like to buy; and i know my parents won't buy me them [ cheap bastards ].

----
there was a talent show today during lunch. it was alright. Tiffany and some girl did a baton - dance - thing. She was really good *___*

some cute guys break danced to some rap .. goth played piano, and this rock band played a song. A pretty good one, too. Except for their lyrics. The singer sucked. I, and no one I knew, could understand a word he was saying. Oh well.


that's it, peoplez. bye.
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Sunday, June 9th, 2002

Subject:more quizes. ta.
Time:3:27 pm.

My LiveJournal is Cool!



Awesome! You're not one of the teeny bopper kids new to LJ

who think people actually care about them and which smurf

they are! In fact, it possibly pisses you off! You try to keep
to yourself on LJ so that random newbies won't add you to their

list. Don't be afraid to tell them to fuck the hell off, even if
they are your friends.

I took the LJ rating test by Atomic Blue and Cracker Face!

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Awesome! You're not one of the teeny bopper kids new to LJ <br>
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Subject:" i'll always love you, forever " .. why does that sound so fimilar?
Time:3:18 pm.



Which Dashboard Confessional Song Are You?

By Tiffany

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Saturday, June 8th, 2002

Subject:what's going on?
Time:10:48 pm.
Mood: optimistic.
Honestly. What is? I haven't been online in a few days, about three. Due to constant shopping, and a few other ordeals.

Well. To begin with...
I [ FINALLY ] GOT DAFT PUNK'S CD [ TODAY ] !!!

I've listened to it five times, since about 8 PM. :) I love it. I cannot get over it. :] and I cannot wait to call Allison to tell her!

Secondly, my mom [ for once ] helped me straighten my hair. It's usually extremely curly, but now it's prefectly straight! [ another thing i need to tell allison ].

I went shoppin' today. Got two outfits. A cutsy shirt from the Rave, matching pants from JC penny. A shirt from JC Penny, and a matching pair of sweat pants. I never knew they had such booti - ful clothes there.

Anyways. Afterwards, I was viewing friends' journals. One of which was Lee's.. I don't know what to say / type. I'm abit .. dumbstruck. What can I do? It's over. God. It feels like there are butterflys in my stomache.. Love hurts. I need someone, like 'trina or brodie to sign on and give me moral support!! =(

I mean. It didn't work out. We were great friends and all.. but then it just broke apart. Now we're friends.. and now he wants to get back together. I don't know what to do. I still have feelings for him, and everything.. but love usually causes me emotional depression, and suicidal thoughts.


- reena.

- Face to Face

What's going on?
Could this be my understanding
It's not your fault I was being too demanding
I must admit my pride made me distant
All because I hoped that you'd be
someone different
There's not much I know about you
Fear will always make you blind
But the answer is clear in view
It's amazing what you'll find face to face.
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Tuesday, June 4th, 2002

Subject:I got this from Lee's livejournal..
Time:3:12 pm.





What type of Bishounen are you? Find out at artificial-soul.net by Rin.



Gah. So true. Except for the parent - part. Oh well. I haven't updated this in a while. Bye!
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Sunday, June 2nd, 2002

Subject:quick quiz. :x
Time:1:11 am.
M * A * S * H

You will marry LEGOLAS from Lord of the Rings, live in an ancient elven palace in the middle of the forest, and spend your days walking on top of snow and rowing ivory boats and just being beautiful.

What's YOUR M * A * S * H future?

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Friday, May 31st, 2002

Subject:what a day.
Time:8:27 pm.
Mood: bitchy.
Today was a long day. The sixth grade olympics took place all day; I got to watch a few minutes of it. Only because I'm speshel. ;] Nah. I got to because I'm a teacher aide for Mrs. Smith. Then, I was set to work to go and collect the votes for the school election. I hope Michael V. wins! Victoria R. can hump a trash can if she thinks she got my vote. Hmph.

Afterwards, during Science, I had to go to counseling with Robin. Some girl was calling her " Rat Poison ", and " Rat ". I was a witness. So I had to come along with Robin to hear the whole thing.. I really hope Robin kicks that girl's ass. I got a vibe that she was full of herself. Hm. Sad how idiotic she was.

During lunch, Anthony came over with his friends, to my friends and I. Evidently. He asked me if I had gone to the dance with anyone. I hadn't. So I told him. He looked abit relieved --- Jessika thinks he likes me. I doubt it. I think he likes Heidi, honestly. Oh well.

PE was amusing. We had free - play, due to the sixth grade olympics. Well. We were playing Volley Ball next to these nerds [ Joseph, Josh, and Dominic ] who were playing Basketball. Out of no where, they started to come into our court and pretend to play. The others' didn't seem to care, but I went up to Josh, and said:

" Sorry. No transexuals on the court. Ok? Good. Now go. "
Joseph was laughing. And saying " That was cold. " Robin was literally Lhao.

Core was .. well .. core. Boring. 'cept the fact that Sam started to butt - hump Mrs. Carpenter while she was bending down, and apparently not looking. Lmao. It was hella funny.

Loong entry. I'll stop now. Bye!!
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Sunday, May 26th, 2002

Subject:School. school. go away..
Time:12:56 am.
Mood: sleepy.
I can't believe there's only about three more weeks of school left.. wow. wow. wow. I'll be an eigth grader next here. Yes. I'm young. ;x

Oh. And can someone please explain how someone can be born without sexual reproductive organs? Honestly. I would love to know. Some person who apparently likes to hack my buddlist put that on there.

It's people like that, that just make me want to laugh. Honestly. I've heard of complete lifeless geeks.. who like to pretend the internet is there life.. but hacking into buddylists? C'mon. How pathetic can you get? It happened to Trina' to.. I'm thinking it's someone, whom I shan't name.

Anyways. Today we rented some movies.. Evolution, Planet of the Apes, and Vanilla sky. *yawn* Evolution was ok.. not very interesting .. but I guess I managed to watch it.

OH. Tonight I got to watch Adult Swim. WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME THEY SHOWED COWBOY BEBOP ON THERE!?! .. I need to watch tv more oftenly.

I've been working on a personal/character site! So far, it looks great. =] I cannot wait 'til it is done.

Well. That's all. Bye!

-- Kappa
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Saturday, May 18th, 2002

Subject:LOL.
Time:12:55 pm.
Mood: jubilant.

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Friday, May 17th, 2002

Subject:neat - o.
Time:12:23 am.
Mood: cheerful.

Which Piercing are you?
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Thursday, May 16th, 2002

Subject:Layout = complete! [ sorta ]
Time:11:41 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Yay! The layout looks awesome!! <33 I can't get over it. I still need to add more, though. STEAL AND I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN, DROWN YOU, STAB YOU, BURN YOUR HAIR OFF, AND --- AND --- FED YOU TO RABID WOLVES. I worked extremely hard on this layout. I did all of the coding myself [ with the exception of nunumu's old html ], and the graphics myself.

- luv. luv. lots of luv.
-- Reena
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Subject:J0Y. It's friday!
Time:3:03 pm.
Mood: indescribable.
My week literally flyed by. Which is good. Because there's only 20 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL [ hell ]. Altho' I'll miss all my friends at school, I can still call 'em up and do stuff.. But what sucks is, that most of my friends are moving away during the summer!!! ;__; wah. I'll miss 'em. Biyonka, Robin, and Esmeralda might be moving!

ah, well. we all agreed we'd write to each other. muh. I'm going to get tons of mail during July. :D My birthday is July 24. well. enough about the future. Today there was a school play. It was during third period, so I got to miss Pre Algebra! ;] Afterwards, during lunch, Jamae and Allison forced me to go to lunch club. Where you sit around with all the nerds and watch a movie. x_x; They were watching Spy kids today. It's hard for me to believe it made it into theaters in the first place. e__e I hate that movie.. MRF.

I WANNA GO SEE STAR WARS EPISODE 2 !!! My mom is such a cheap bitch. She says we're going to go see it next week, around four, when the tickets are for cheap. .. I can't believe people actually paid $500 bucks to go see a preview two days before the actual movie [ Star wars ]. ANYHOO. That's all.

--- Bye.
Reena
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Monday, May 13th, 2002

Subject:mary jane. o_o;
Time:5:58 pm.
Mood: quixotic.

Take the Which Spider-Man Character Are You? quiz by ZyberGoat



Neat. ^_^
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Subject:.. I'm glad that's off my shoulders.
Time:2:48 pm.
Mood: relieved.
I was really worried this morning. As you can see below, I woke up 'round 5 AM this morning to post that to Lee.. Since I have no other way of contacting him. I don't know his current AIM screenname, or livejournal / deadjournal name..

I just read his entry. I'm glad he decided not to kill himself because of me.. I have had alot of friends who are suicidal.. But never one who was suicidal over me. I guess it never really.. well.. hits you, when it has to do with you. I feel alot better.

Well. On mother's day I got Star Shots.. or aka pictures of myself taken. Hopefully if my brother hooks up the scanner, I'll be able to get a *recent* picture of myself for viewing, and icon makings. Heh. My eyes look like Frodo's eyes in the picture. *___* pretty blue.

Anyways. Just thought I'd get that out.. and also get out that I'm no longer doing this online relationship thing. It just doesn't work - out. I'll stick with online friends. Real love is true love. ;]

-- Reena
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Subject:Lee..
Time:6:07 am.
Mood: worried.
It's gone too far. I was over exaggerating with the death thing. I 'tend to do it sometimes.. and no. I'm not any better than you in any way, with anything. I'm not something to die over, either.

Just keep cool, like you've always been. I know you've been through a bunch.


-- *Reena.

Sunday, May 12th, 2002

Subject:phone.
Time:6:29 pm.
Mood: dorky.
XD I just got off the phone with Sharlene and her friend Britney. I barely got to speak tho'. I was trying to figure out who was speaking, and to who. They sound so alike! Anyways. Here's our convo. after we talked on the phone.


sHA rSh arG URl: I love your voice
sHA rSh arG URl: ^shar
sHA rSh arG URl: How old are you again?
Hued Blue: XD I hate it.
Hued Blue: I'm twelve.
sHA rSh arG URl: You sound 14
Hued Blue: I do? rofl.
sHA rSh arG URl: I sound like a guy
sHA rSh arG URl: ^ britney
Hued Blue: No.
Hued Blue: You just sound more mature..
Hued Blue: My voice is too soft.
sHA rSh arG URl: Dennis Says that me and Sharlene sound like the same person
Hued Blue: I say the same.
Hued Blue: I didn't know who was speaking to who.
sHA rSh arG URl: LOL
sHA rSh arG URl: XDD
Hued Blue: x_x; Sorry I didn't talk much.
sHA rSh arG URl: -=makes fun of Sharlene=- Alright
Hued Blue: xD Yeah. That was what confused me.
sHA rSh arG URl: Oh
sHA rSh arG URl: lol
Hued Blue: " Alright ", " Alright ", " Alright ".
sHA rSh arG URl: LOL
sHA rSh arG URl: XDD
Hued Blue: xD I was just afraid my mom would hear you two speaking on the phone so loud. She has to know all my friends.. Or else she gets pissed at me.
sHA rSh arG URl: Oh that sucks
sHA rSh arG URl: Sorry that we were so loud
sHA rSh arG URl: -has a big mouth
Hued Blue: It's ok.
sHA rSh arG URl: LOL


-- rofl. x]
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